Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly.

For a long time, I wanted a tattoo.

Now don’t get me wrong, I’ve already got 6 that mean pretty much alot to me. But this one, this one would get me through everything.

You see, for a long while I’ve been suffering with Mental Health issues. I’ve suffered with Depression, Anxiety and also Anger. I don’t trust many people after being let down by those contiously, so trying to talk to someone is hard.

“Sometimes you gotta fall, before you fly”. Well that says everything does it? For the last year or so, I’ve been at my lowest point in life, where I felt like I was in this black hole & no matter how much I climbed, no matter how much I screamed for help, I was stuck and it was horrible.

But now, I’m finally getting back on my feet. Even though the bad days are still there, I get good days now. The days of where I want to get out of bed and do something with my hair and makeup. The days of when I can meet friends for a cup of tea and relax.

So here’s to you Mental Health, you’ve teared me down, worn me out, but I wanna say thankyou. Because if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be as strong as I am today.

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